II - Dieing Breath

[Jing]

When everything is on my shoulders,
and nothings left to lose,
all the things that matter now,
are nothing in my shoes,

late at night when im alone,
and no one really cares,
i find your number on my phone,
and i wish i was there.

But i know ill never see you now,
i know your all but done,
but being alone with no one there,
makes me grab my gun.

I wish to see you one more time,
thats all i really want,
to hug and say i love you still,
would really make my month.

and now i lie here bleeding,
with no one here to care,
i lie with dieing breaths proceeding,
and you are now right there.

you see my dieing eyes with yours,
your hands are cold to touch,
your breathing makes me want to live,
but nothing can be such.

im slipping farther from you now,
and i am almost really gone,
i see you crying next to me,
but nothing can be done.

and with my last breath,
i look at you and smile,
and i say the things i've always said,
that really go that mile...

" i love you sis with all my heart,
and wish i wasn't gone,
but the pain was just so hurting now,
that i had to go and run.

i took the sad way out for me,
the only thing i saw,
but i love you sis with all my heart,
and i know that you wont fall. "