If you have had a bad day today post how bad it was here.
Today i had a crapy day, one of the worst days of my life. My GF today officialy tried to push me into having sex with her, and i had to turn her down becuase i respect her too much to do that to her. Felt like crap becuase thats just not what i wanted, and to know that it's what she thinks i wanted from her makes me think im acting like a bad BF. After that i went to church to practice for sunday morning service, im the drummer, and suddenly everyone was mad at something, and everyone else was mad at something else and finaly i just stopped tried to make everyone feel better and went to a room and sat down waiting for my brother to leave so we could go home and i could fall asleep and forget the whole mess. After that i got home, and my parents told me we were leaving my church. Which means all the hard work i put into it is now for nothing, andall my friends i know from there i will not see again. Then finaly i got home and couldn't fall asleep.
And on top of all this, im still not allowed to talk to My little sister who lives a couple states away either. Her parents hate me so im not aloowed to talk to her....I cared about her so much...
I know im ranting about how bad my day was...and i have no right too becuase somebody probably had a worse day than me and it will probably be posted here sometime. So i am going to go be depressed alone in my room in the dark.
Today i had a crapy day, one of the worst days of my life. My GF today officialy tried to push me into having sex with her, and i had to turn her down becuase i respect her too much to do that to her. Felt like crap becuase thats just not what i wanted, and to know that it's what she thinks i wanted from her makes me think im acting like a bad BF. After that i went to church to practice for sunday morning service, im the drummer, and suddenly everyone was mad at something, and everyone else was mad at something else and finaly i just stopped tried to make everyone feel better and went to a room and sat down waiting for my brother to leave so we could go home and i could fall asleep and forget the whole mess. After that i got home, and my parents told me we were leaving my church. Which means all the hard work i put into it is now for nothing, andall my friends i know from there i will not see again. Then finaly i got home and couldn't fall asleep.
And on top of all this, im still not allowed to talk to My little sister who lives a couple states away either. Her parents hate me so im not aloowed to talk to her....I cared about her so much...
I know im ranting about how bad my day was...and i have no right too becuase somebody probably had a worse day than me and it will probably be posted here sometime. So i am going to go be depressed alone in my room in the dark.
