Spirana

[Lalaith]

Cali

The sound of her name made her stop on her tracks and she tried to conceil the tears that had started to run freely down her cheeks. She whiped them quickly before turning back slowly to look at Luca.

She stared at him in silence, listening to his words intently and somehow his voice soothed her. Her body wasn't shaking so much and her breathing became more even. Maybe... maybe he was right. Maybe she should stay and rest with everyone else. Yet one look at the blood on his leg and her fears returned at full force. She should do something before it was too late.

Just trust me

Those words resounded in her head as she glanced at Brock and then back at Luca, bitting her lip so hard that it almost started bleeding. A terrible thought had made it's way into her head. If she had left, one of them or maybe both would have come after her again and they were too weak to even move, to weak for yet another probation. Cali sighed and falter against the wall.

"I guess... I mean... I hope you're right Luca. She said sitting on the floor not far from him. "And just for the record, I trust you and Brock with my very life. she smiled falling alsleep almost instantly.

 

[Jing]

Luca found himself with his eyes closed, listening to the quiet silence after Cali had spoke. At least she understood. In the distance the roar had quieted as well. There was now nothing but darkness and quiet oblivion. It seemed so peaceful.

In an instant they came from all directions towards the balcony. dressed all in black, and making no sounds but a low moaning tone as they flew inward, their blades prepped for attack and their formation almost flawless. There had to be no more then 30 of them all coming towards the area at once. From the street, building tops, windows across the street, everywhere. They had snuck up on them so quietly some how, maintaining the trick of throwing their sounds long directions to make it seem like they were nowhere near their target. Really they were right next door. A split second Later Luca had his eyes open and was on his feet. His pain being drown out by the sudden adrenaline kick in. He was on the balcony shortly after, prepping himself for an attack.

As the enemies flew at them Luca took a step back, crossing the room and breaking into a full blown run at the balcony. He rushed past his comrades, leaping off the balcony, grabbing hold of one of the enemies and dragging them downward, crashing through a window on the building opposite the street. In the darkness he was all but blind to their wear abouts. There was something different about these enemies then the ones they had battled in the street before. Their eyes seemed to glow in a bright orange tint, and the blades which they wielded seemed to glint in the moonlight, unlike the other rusty and shanty weapons held by the vagrants they had battled in the street. Not to mention that these now did not speak at all from what Luca could tell already.

Suddenly he snapped back to reality, spotting the enemy flying towards him seconds before the blade flew over his head.he winced in pain, his adrenaline starting to sort of die out on him, bringing the pain back. Next he rolled towards the fiend, throwing his hands out and thrusting them into it's gut area, causing them to lose balance for a moment. He stumbled back, feeling himself slipping from consciousness for a second. he blinked and he was in the path of the enemy, being hit hard back towards the building and through the narrow balcony entrance, slamming him against the back wall of the room. Knocking the wind out of him for a second. He speck of blood flew out of his mouth as his movement stopped. He slid down, towards the floor now, watching the rest of the team already fighting in the battle. He lay there on the ground, seeing a huge puddle of blood forming around his leg before he closed his eyes and slipped from Consciousness. He faded in and out a couple times before his vision blurred and all he could hear were sounds. Sounds of battle, then Silence.

Nothing at all.

 

[E.V.]

Fetyu saw the people attack. Luca was down before he could wake the others. "WAKE UP OR YOU WILL DIE!!!!!!" Fetyu remembered the gun. "Brock, use the gun, Luca's out." Fetyu began to fight. These men, 30 at least, were a level above to others the fought before. After thrusting his sword in the throat of one man, another came from behind, kicking him. Fetyu jumped, trying to dodge, but got hit in the ankle. His injured ankle too. He screamed and fell, fortunatly, the sword fell into the face of the attacker. Fetyu quickly repositioned his foot, and got back to fighting.

 

[Terra]

Brock was on the balcony after Fetyu left and he just stared out. Thats when they began to come. He saw Luca jump off the balcony "YOU IDIOT!" he screamed at him. Brock took out his sword and fought some men killing most of them and KOing the rest. He looked back down at Luca. He was unconcious. Quickly, Brock used Fetyu's advice and took out the gun. He jumped to the building where Luca was and picked him up. He threw Luca over his shoulder which hurt his arm terribly. Luca was very light compared to the football players that they had to carry while doing death crawls at practice, however, Brock's wound hurt him terribly even with the little weight on it. It started to bleed again under the blindfold. Brock shot bullets at the men rushing to kill Luca. "Listen man, you helped me, so this is payback. I'm not leaving you here!" he said even though he knew Luca couldn't hear. He shot at some more men and then ran down the flight of stairs. At the bottom, of course, more men waited to kill them. Brock shot and shot. He then ran back up to the building where the rest were. "COME ON! Its not safe here! Finish them and lets go!" He ran past Cali giving her the sword he no longer needed. He shot at some men going for Ed. He saw Cali being attacked also. He shot, but nothing came out. He was out of ammo. He ran over to her and punched two guys knocking them out. He then grabbed Cali's hand and ran towards the stairs. "FETYU! ED! Come on! Follow me! Forget the last 5!" With that, Brock ran down the stairs with Luca over his shoulder and Cali by his side. He ran as fast as he could they needed a safe place to stay for the night. Anywhere, but buildings wouldn't do. Brock heard a roar again and ran faster. He was running back towards the center of the city which they learned was not safe. He ran and ran past the City Hall. He didn't even look back to see if the others were following. He kept running until he was out of breath. No one was around. There was nothing. He decided to keep walking. He walked past some buildings until he found an interesting rock formation. There was a cave on the rock formation. Brock didn't think anything through. But they needed safety, just for a while. He ran inside and set Luca down against a wall. He took the blindfold off his own arm and put it on Luca's leg. He blotted the blood and then wrapped it tightly around the wound. He then applied plenty of pressure. "We'll be fine. Just until he gets up, then we get out of here. i really don't like this place." He sat down and panted heavily.

 

[Lalaith]

Cali was harshly awaken by Fetyu's voice and she jumped to her feet startled; before she could fully understand what was happening she was attacked by someone and her insticts made her react immediatelly. She started to dodge the attacks but it was too dark for her to even see who she was fighting.

She was about to lose her strengths when she felt more then she saw someone jumping in front of her and fighting her oponents. That same person grabbed her hand and she finally saw it was Brock. Before she could say a single word he was dragging her away from the building running as fast as they could. Cali kept tripping on her haste and she held on to Brock trying desperately not to fall.

When they finnally stopped she fell on her knees gasping for air. It was extremelly dark but she didn't really care to know where they were, just as long as they were far enough from those people. Why were they hunting them?

"Brock..." she said breathlessly "Are you okay?" She looked up at him worriedly and then her eyes fell on Luca and her heart almost stopped at the sight of his unconscious body. "Brock please tell me that he's not..." she stopped afraid to voice her fears but then she shook her head understanding what had just happened. Cali stood up slowly and without even thinking she threw her arms around Brock's neck. "Thank you!" she let her tears run down her face freelly, sobbing as she held onto him. "Thank you for saving us."

 

[Jing]

Luca found himself coming to his senses, In a dark danky place. His leg seemed to be hurting not as much as it had been before. the last thing he remembered was being thrown across the room and into the wall. His body was in pain. His entire body. He had only been trying to protect them all, but maybe he had been doing the stupid thing by jumping out there. In his opinion he had been trying to Protect Cali and the rest of the team. He tried standing up first of all, not even noticing Cali hugging Brock. He stopped trying to stand up and just sat there for a moment. Taking in what he saw and processing it. Did this mean that she.... Luca didn't even want to finish the thought. Luca decided he just wanted to be alone again. He forced his way up in pain and began walking away, quietly deeper into the cave. It wasn't long before he had reached what he felt was the back of the cave." If she wants to be with him that's fine... I am perfectly fine alone. After all i have been alone all my life. I can handle that can't I?" He continued talking to himself for a moment, then relieved his wound and slid down to the ground, falling asleep again quickly. He didn't know why but he felt tired for some reason.

All he could hear was" Thank you for saving us" Saving them? Luca could have done it.... he could have saved them. If he was strong enough he could have done it. It was not jealousy, it was the fact that he should have been the one to save them all... he should have been more careful and alert. He should have played it safer and stuck with the group rather then attacking the first enemy he saw. He was an idiot. His strength meant nothing apparently. If he couldn't even win a battle against one foe he was weak in his own opinion. Maybe Cali was better off liking Brock better. After all he seemed to play it safer a lot more, and when he was hurt it was only a minor thing. He had a better chance at life because he had skills unlike Luca who could do absolutely nothing. Nothing except for fight. Brock could play football at least. It wasn't like he was giving up on her after all, he assumed that she liked him better after what he had saw. He was blinded by his failure, and his current lack of strength.

His mind was in disarray, thoughts scattered in every direction, keeping his eyes closed and hoping he would just fall asleep, never to wake up. Then Cali wouldn't have a choice between him and Brock, even though she had already chosen maybe she would feel a bit better about choosing Brock if Luca wasn't around. It would have been so nice if he could have spent just one more day with her before they left for the exam... Maybe he would have stood a chance in this constant battle between him and Brock.

He came back to reality again, realizing that it didn't matter weather he could have saved them, or if he could have beat all the foes, it was a matter of he was weak. He had lost to them. He had gotten injured. He had failed. That was what it came down to in the end. The way it was. This was the second failure he had came out with. It felt so bad to just be alone now... He wished he would have stayed near Brock and Cali, that way he could have at least been able to look at her. He felt himself drifting off to sleep again.... he tried to fight it but it came anyway. He was lost in a world of dreams and sleep, hoping he would never emerge from it.

 

[Terra]

Brock all of a sudden felt arms hug him. It startled and surprised him, but nonetheless, made him happy. He wrapped his arms around Cali as well and hugged her back. "Thank you for saving us" she said. Brock smiled and whispered, "It was nothing." He looked to the spot where he had set down Luca. He was gone. He closed his eyes and decided just to wait until Cali noticed. He hugged her tighter. Memories of the time he had spent with Cali rushed through his head. How much fun they had, even the fights they had. But the one memory that stained his mind was their first kiss. It was in the acadamy. Brock was on the football field in the back of the school doing some drills with his friends. Cali had come and asked him if he wanted to do something. He said sure so they went to the small theater in the school. They watched a comedy and midway through it, Brock did the "move". He pretended to yawn and threw his arm over Cali's shoulder. Then,it just sort of happened. They kissed. Brock snapped out of his flashback and came back to reality. He opened his eyes and let go of Cali. It was more pain than pleasure to think of their first kiss. He then decided he should bring up Luca. "Luca's missing. I'm sure he walked deeper into the cave. Come on." He then took Cali and walked to the back of the cave. It was dark so they had to feel their way around. Brock then bumped into something on the floor. He looked down and tried to adapt to the darkness. It was Luca. "He's out cold. He must be tired. I think we should just leave him so we don't wake him up." Brock then heard the roar again, this time louder than he ever heard it. He held tightly on to Cali to comfort her. "On the other hand..." he said as he began to wake up Luca.

 

[Jing]

Luca awoke, his eyes drowsy still. He was so tired. He just wanted to go to sleep.... he had woken up. Worst of all to the sight of Brock and Cali together. It almost made him wish he had just died earlier.

In the distance he could hear the roar again, He knew he didn't have the strength to move or for that matter attack. Hopefully the sun would come out soon and that would drive them off. Hopefully. All he could focus on right now was the matter right in front of him. He was sickened by seeing Brock with Cali, all he focused on was getting out of the cave alive and finding some kind of medical treatment. So slowly he stood up, pushing his way up using the wall for leverage." Let's get...." he cringed in pain. It was funny to him that he had been in this same situation with Brock when he had gotten hurt, however Brock had been injured on a minor scale whereas Luca's injury could have been deadly if treated wrong.

He walked with a slight limp in his leg, taking a deep breath every way. He didn't need anyones help. He was strong enough to hold his own no matter how injured he was. The pain was just a side effect. He had been trying to put it out of his mind when he tripped over something and tumbled to the ground. He clinched his fist closed and punched the hard ground, the stress of his injury now putting more strain on him then anything else that he had encountered the entire day. It was hard for Luca to believe that this had just been the first day of the test. He was so weak. He just kept telling himself that.

Earlier in the day he had almost had himself convinced he was the strongest member of the team, but now he was repeatedly telling himself in his mind that he was weak. He had no right to go on living, no right to be with Cali. There was so much wrong with him at that point that he had just dropped his defenses and allowed himself to focus on merely staying alive. He cared about Cali, but it was obvious that she had made her decision. At least to his unstable, exhausted, worn down, stressed out mind. The only reason he was feeling that way and thinking how he was, was becuase of how state physically. when he had some rest, rested his wound mind, and he would be fine. He was surely exhausted.

The pain of the injury combined with the stress and the amount of responsibility he had placed on his shoulders, it was all starting to take it's tole. No one had ever told him that he shouldn't have felt like he had to protect anyone, so he had continued to do it. No one ever told him to give up either, so he had continued to do it. All he had ever wanted was his safety. It had cost him his safety, his physical body, and even the one person he felt close to. He had neglected to spend some kind of time with her rather then worrying about the team and constantly working to protect everyone. He had neglected to actually sit down and talk to her. spend some amount of time with her. But how could he? He had been so busy making sure everyone stayed safe, And making sure that they would be able to make it home. He felt as though he was the only one who cared about getting home by this point. He just wanted to go home. Somewhere he could call home.

But where was home? Surely it wasn't the academy. He did not have a family. No friends except for Cali. Where was home? It was at this point that he realized.... he had no home. He never would.

 

[Terra]

Brock watched at Luca struggled to be independent. He fell and punched the ground. For once in his life, Brock felt a little sorry for Luca. "Luca..." he said. He wasn't sure exactly what to say. He took a few steps forward to Luca and reached out his hand to help Luca up. After a few short seconds, Brock realized that Luca didn't want his help. He retracted his hand and heard the roar again. Brock felt a chill run down his spine. They were alone in the back of a cave. THe others must have lost sight of them, and there was a terrible beast somewhere very near by the sound of his roar. "Listen Luca, if we are going to get out of here alive, those who are injured should rest and not struggle to do everything by themselves. You need help. As leader, i'm ordering you not to work yourself to death!" Brock heard another roar. There was no doubt that whatever was roaring was coming nearer. He helped Luca up whether he wanted help or not. Another roar. "Ok, we are in great danger. We need to get out of here pronto. Don't tire yourself." Brock backed a few steps away from the back of the cave, then charged at it, forgetting his hurt arm. It hurt but he kept ramming the wall. "We can't go out the way we came. Who knows whats waiting for us!" He kept ramming the wall until a piece of the rock broke off. He kept ramming it with the constant roars from outside. Then, Brock felt the ground shake and heard footsteps of a behemoth. He rammed the wall more and faster. Whatever was coming was almost there. The footsteps got louder and louder then, out of no where, a monstrous roar echoed through the cave so loudly, that Brock had to cover his ears. Whatever was out there was here.

 

[E.V.]

Fetyu ran up with Ed, catching up to the other. "we killed the other five, hope you didn't mind. By the way.......I heard a roar. It sounded kinda like ROOOOOOOOOOOOOOAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR but louder. I vote that we run out of the cave." Fetyu just relized the damage done to the team. "Ok, Luca, no walking, Brock, no carrying people, Cali and Ed, your fine. I suggest you two help Luca walk, and Brock, give the boy his gun."

 

[Terra]

((READ THE DAMN POSTS! The gun is out of ammo and there is a roaring monster in the cave.....i'm trying to bust down the rock wall))

 

[E.V.]

((YOU READ! my person wasn't there, so he doesn't know!))

 

[Terra]

((how do you not know there is a giant beast inside the cave? W/e.....just guys, Fetyu and Ed walked it before the beast was in the cave and before Brock was ramming the wall))

 

[Lalaith]

Cali stood there, just crying, seeking some confort after that terrible day that was yet to finish. Brock's voice woke her up from her desmay, the only words she could catch in between her sobs were Luca... and missing... but it was more than enough to wake her up. She stopped crying for an instant as she looked back at the spot where Luca had been... he was gone. She felt despair taking over her again and almost lost balance when Brock let go of her. She followed him as fast as she could, tripping in the absloute darkness while trying to get a grip on herself and stop her sobbing. But it was no use, the roaring outside was coming closer and there was no sign of Luca.

Her heart was pounding hard in her chest and she sighed in relief when they found him sleeping. She took a deep breath, it wasn't a nice view, watching Luca sleeping in the cold and hard ground of that dark cave; but he looked almost peaceful, as if sleeping had taken away the burden of the events of that day. She almost protested when Brock woke him up, it felt so unfair to bring him back to the harsh reality so soon. Yet, whatever was outside it was drawing closer and it seemed... unhuman. A shiver ran up and down her spine at the thought of what could it be.

However all thoughts of the roaring creature outside vanished from her mind as she watched Luca limping bravelly throwgh the cave; the mere sight broke her heart into a million pieces. He was tired, severely injured and he still tried his best; he still refused to accept that he actually needed help. Cali winced as he punched the hard ground and she took a step forward but stopped right away, fighting her tears back. It destroyed her to see him like that, he was one of the strongest and bravest boys she had ever met, nothing would make him back down. But she knew Luca well enough to understand that his pride wouldn't let him accept any kind of help, especially under such harsh circunstances.

She gasped when Brock move forward and tried to stop him but she hadn't been quick enough and she watched the two boys in a gloomy silence. The roaring growing louder snappped her out of her stupor and Cali started to panick. She waited, shivering from head to toe as Brock tried desperatedly to get them out of there. She covered her mouth with one hand fighting a scream as she grabbed Luca's arm, gripping him with all her strengths in search of protection. She kept her eyes on Brock, breathing heavilly and not wanting to look back and see what was in the cave.

 

[Jing]

Luca was drifting in and out of his mind state. He heard the near silent sobs of Cali. Which caused the thought of Brock pulling him up, to be put out of his mind. He stood there in silence as they waited for whatever Brock was doing. Fetyu had also arrived with Ed. He was the least injured other then Cali and Ed. Brock was doing what he knew how to do best. Hit things. He wasn't showing any signs of giving up regardless of what Fetyu had advised. Luca was glad to see someone who he knew how to fight well on the scene with them. The things they had been going through were tough things. They would have most likely killed nearly anyone else.

The words of the headmaster stuck in his mind, Luca continued to strain himself to stand.' I expect you all to be here for graduation in a month' It was now nearly 29 days until graduation. The darkness beyond the cave had seemed to not stop get any brighter or darker. Something was wrong beyond the entrance. Other then the gigantic beast that seemed to be in the distance of the cave, something felt horribly wrong. Luca lost himself almost again until he felt a hand reach out and grab hold of him, causing him to regain his balance. Cali was holding on to his arm when he opened his eyes.

That single motion, which probably had been meant to mean nothing, Brought Luca back to consciousness quickly. He grabbed her hand out of fear of falling and then let go of it suddenly, fearing she would get the wrong impression or something. He stood there, silent, leaning half against the wall, the other being held on to by Cali. He whispered something under his breath, knowing she wouldn't understand what he meant"... Thanks" He was simply thanking her for being there next to him, even though she really had no choice in the small cave. That little act of kindness was something he had become accustomed to. Always feeling as though he wasn't good enough, thanking everyone for every little thing, and returning the favor later. All he used to want to hear, when he first came to the school, was that he had done something great and better then someone else for once... just to confirm he was good enough for something. Failure's however constantly beat him down. Failing to send any kind of message to Cali, Failure to protect the team, Failure to be good enough.

Things since then had changed however, now he just felt plain not good enough for anything. He didn't what anyone said, or did. In his own mind he wasn't good enough. He didn't even have a family, or much less a home to go home to after he graduated. He was a failure in the world. He always would be.

The constant pattering sound of Brock hitting the wall began to get old, he was still extremely tired. The sound towards the front of the cave had sort of died off by now. Either one the beast was just resting in the cave, or two it had left them. Luca looked around, barely able to see Ed and Fetyu behind Cali, Barely able to make out Cali's face. His own face was torn with scars from the previous battle in the building. cuts and bruises all over it. Battle scars which proved to him that he was worthless, which proved to him he was a failure and was still not good enough.

 

[Terra]

Brock completely ignored Fetyu. He was desperate. Whatever was roaring was now in the cave. He kept charging at the wall and held back his cries of pain to calm Cali down. He was scared. Frightened, but he couldn't show it. The beast started walking nearer, Brock felt it as the ground shook. He rammed the wall again, breaking off another piece of the rock that was fairly large. The steps of the beast died down leaving Brock to think it was asleep. "NO ONE IS DYING!" he said as to modivate himself. That was the worst mistake he could have made, for he heard the beast again. He kept backing up, charging, ramming, and backing up again. He was determined to get them out of that cave. Cali was crying, Luca was hurt, Ed, he knew, was probably scared, and Fetyu was probably hiding his fear. Brock's arm was bleeding more than ever now. He knew it was bad to be hitting the wall with the same arm that was stabbed not too long ago, but he was so scared and determined. The beast kept moving closer and roared again causing Brock to cover his ears yet again. He looked back at Cali. It broke his heart to see her so afraid. He then looked behind Cali and everything seemed to slow down. A monster, something, was standing right behind Cali and Luca. Brock was so scared. "LOOK OUT!" he screamed as he pointed at it. He then ran to where Cali was and charged as fast as he could at the wall. Finally, the rock split open. He grabbed Cali and Luca and pushed them outside. He then pushed Fetyu and Ed outside. He then walked outside himself to find they were just outside the city. "Luca, you obviously are in no condition to run so i'm gonna have to help you." Brock ran over to Luca and put Luca's arm over his own shoulder. "Fetyu! You in front! Cali and Ed! Stay by him. Me and Luca will watch from the back." Brock looked once again at the cave. THe crack was too small for that beast to go through. The look of the beast still haunted his mind. He forgot about it and just followed the group back to wherever Fetyu decided to take them. The sun began to rise in the distance and Brock thought something that he never thought he would want to say. He wanted someone he hated more than Luca to be with him. I wish you were here, dad.

 

[E.V.]

Fetyu walked up to Brock and punched him in the arm. Hard. "idiot! Do you like pain?! Would you like to die before we get back to the school? Your gonna end up killing yourself if this keeps up. I don't care how tough you think you are, any more of this, and you'll be useless. You're already unable to fight. You know why? If you stayed still, like I said, you'd be fine. But you know what you did? You carried Luca to a cave or something, then tackled a wall. And stop bossing us around, you can't do anything right now useful, so stop." Fetyu turned to the rest. "Luca, you and Brock need to stay out of harm. Of us, Brock is in the worst condition, his wounds may get infected, and he's lost alot of blood. You are second, your leg is injured, so don't run too much. Cali, help Luca, Ed, help Brock. I'll watch for enemies."

 

[Jing]

" DAMMIT BROCK I DON"T NEED YOUR HELP" Luca managed to yell as he jerked away from Brock, nearly stumbling to his feet. He was already Weak enough as it was... he didn't need the one person he hated the most to help him... he didn't need anyone to help him. He would be fine alone. He always had been. After all he had made it this far. He was so tired, but he was determined to go on without anyone's help. He wasn't showing off to Cali, he wasn't trying to prove a point. He simply wanted to do it on his own. after all if he couldn't do that, he wasn't as strong as he had always thought he was. His exhaustion was straining his mind, but had stopped showing it's effect on his body. Probably just from him simply pushing his body to the limit. A full day of fighting without rest, and injured. That would have been enough to bring anyone to their knees. He Wasn't anyone though. He wasn't tough, he wasn't strong in his opinion, just weak, and stupid. Pushing his body to it's outer limits.

He continued walking, the sun was coming up now. He had not slept for nearly a full 24 hours now, and he had been fighting on top of that, not to mention all the stress of the responsibilities he had placed on himself, an Injury, no food or water for what seemed like forever. Quickly he watched Fetyu walk over and punch Brock in the arm. He thought it was a little funny actually. It had just been random though he was too tired to even utter a sound now. He hoped they would find some kind of transportation soon or something. That way he could sleep as they moved.

All he heard was Cali... Luca...Ed..Brock. The next moment he sighed again, not knowing what was going on. He had faded out for a moment. He was in severe condition. He understood that now Brock was more injured then he was becuase of the wall incident. Surely there had been another way out. A safer way. But Brock had been blinded by fear. Luca knew this only for the fact that Brock had been moving so relentlessly and without thinking. Injuring himself just so they could get out, without even considering the options. At least Luca had been to out of it the entire time so he had shown no fear.

A cool breeze swept across the plains of the barren area outside of the city. He realized they had left without any kind of map, or location idea. All they knew was Spirana. They had escaped it. Alive somehow. Now they were in the middle of nowhere. A barren plane lay in front of them, no plants, no trees, only a small spot in the distance. There was probably water there." I think" he took a deep breath and raised his head again".. We should head towards that area over there... But it's your call Fetyu, you want to be in charge" He closed his eyes again, taking another deep breath. The pain began returning to him now. His leg hurting again. Soon he would need help walking again. He dreaded that moment, for fear that Brock would try and step in and make him look weak again.

 

[Terra]

Brock looked at Fetyu. "I don't think Luca wants any help. And right now i don't think i want to help him anyway. Me on the other hand am fine. That wall thing was nothing." Brock was in so much rage right now. It seemed that everything he did was wrong. He helped them escape, and Fetyu yelled at him. The only time he ever tried to help Luca, and Luca yelled at him too. He clenched his hand into a fist. He wanted to punch someone or something so badly. Perhaps the group would be better off without Fetyu or Luca. Brock however decided not to hurt anybody. Luca was hurt enough and he barely knew Fetyu. Brock was in so much anger he didn't even want to see Cali's face. He felt he was just going to burst. Blood ran down his arm and his arm stung with terrible pain but Brock barely felt it. It was blocked out by his anger. He touched his wound and looked at his hand. It was covered in blood. This made him even angrier. He was started to reflect on his decision to break down the rock wall. He was just so scared and he wanted Cali to be safe. He looked up at Luca's voice telling them where to go. Brock looked up at where he was pointing to. It was an empty place. He had no idea why Luca wanted to go there. "In my opinion Luca's got another stupid idea. There is nothing there! But its your ****in call, Fetyu, i really don't give a **** anymore." Brock was so angry he found himself cursing and swearing, something he rarely did except when he was angry. And right now, he was beyond angry. He thought back to the times that day that he had sided with Luca or helped him out. One too many. He should have left him to die in that building earlier on in the day. And in the cave, just take Cali and the rest of them and leave him to be eaten. And what about how many times he's said "Luca's right". He regreted all of it. He regretted the acadamy. He regreted choosing not to take any fighting classes. He regretted letting that guy stab him. He regretted taking down the wall. He regretted trying to help out Luca. But mostly, he regretted letting Luca live when he could have killed him just now.

 

[Awaiting Icarus]

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